Saturday, July 12, 2008

I Feel Like A Teenager Again

someone once told me i had good genes. whatever.

I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

She's running out the door
She's running out
She's run, run, run, running out

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

Monday, July 7, 2008

Techno Chicken



it's techno chicken!

Things to work on

Hi Darren, this is your inner self. Here are some things to work on:

  • Be honest
  • Tell exactly how you feel to others
  • Don't give a shit
  • You've got nothing to lose
Yes, it's an every day struggle. I just need to remind myself every once in a while. (People are still full of shit though)

Sunday, July 6, 2008

So What am I Listening to Now?



Moving Units. Wow. It's all I've been able to listen to the past few weeks. I always liked their last album Hexes For Exes, but after paying more attention to the beats and lyrics, it's got to be one of my favorite albums ever.

Every song is just fucking brilliant, but one song that stands out for me is Kids From Orange County. I spent part of my youth growing up in Orange County so the lyrics are spot on describing the desperate situation a lot of these kids feel when growing up there.

Then there's this awesome bridge in the song that goes something like:


And everybody loves a roller coaster ride
Everybody loves a little suicide
And everybody loves a roller coasterride
Everybody needs a little place to hide
Everybody loves a roller coaster ride
Everybody yeah, everybody



The song becomes utterly euphoric when it reaches that part.

Anyways, thought I'd post the rest of the lyrics cuz the song is just perfect:


A suburban scene you can smell the gasoline
You can see the moon is a veil dripping blood on the SUV's
All the kids are leaving now while the curtain is dreaming
How will their parents know where they go when they hide behind gated communities

Now it's four on the floor
Check your head at the door
You've been here before but you wanted some more
And the kids from L.A. say "Hey, hey"
La la la
La la la
La la la
Everyone's going L.A.

A suburban tease you can see their dirty knees
You can see them bounce off a wall like a racquet hits a ball
But they always come back again
A Jamaican breeze you can smell the anti-freeze
You can see the world is a maze when you're young and you're free
To be anything you wanted to be

Now it's four on the floor
Check your head at the door
You've been here before but you wanted some more
And the kids from L.A. say "Hey, hey"
La la la
La la la
La la la
Everyone's going L.A.

And everybody loves a roller coaster ride
Everybody loves a little suicide
Everybody loves a roller coaster ride
Everybody yeah, everybody
And everybody loves a roller coaster ride
Everybody needs a little place to hide
Everybody loves a roller coaster ride
Everybody yeah, everybody

Now it's four on the floor
Check your head at the door
You've been here before but you wanted some more
Alone in the dark you pop like a spark
There's sex in the air but there's love in their heart
There's shadows on the wall
Secrets in the hall
Checking the phone to see who's called
And the kids from L.A. say "Hey, hey"
La la la
La la la
La la la

Everything is going our way
Hey, hey yeah everyone's going L.A.

Get outta the way boy get outta the way
Get outta the way girl get outta the way
Get outta the way boy get outta the way
Get outta the way girl get we're going L.A.


Wednesday, July 2, 2008

It's a Shoreline

You know. Life seems like it's on repeat sometimes. One day you wake up and decide to change. You try to be a good and decent person and treat people well and do the right thing. You meet like-minded people and suddenly your faith in humanity is restored. You feel good about people again and life is great. Hey, people aren't so bad after all? Maybe it was just my attitude that needed adjusting?

And then these people you get to know, well they don't exactly live up to who you thought they were. And suddenly you realize they are just full of shit. Now what do you do? Push rewind and start over? Or just fuck it and be a bitter person again?

Right now I'm listening to Broken Social Scene - 7/4 (Shoreline). What an amazingly uplifting song. Just listening to the opening riffs has a calming affect on me and makes me smile. It's like feeling a cool breeze on my face while driving down the pacific coast highway. If people can make music this beautiful, maybe there's hope?

It's a shoreline.

This is the type of song of song to listen to with your eyes closed, headphones on, and on repeat.




I never paid attention to the lyrics before, but now that I've read them clearly, this song is even more amazing.


It's a shoreline
And it's half speed
It's a cruel world and
And it's time

And you're walking away
But where to go to?
And you're walking alone,
But how to get through?
If you wanna get it right
You can own what you choose
But you wanna live a lie
And love what you lose

It's a shoreline
And it's half speed
It's a cruel world and
It's time

While you're walking away
And I'm trying to get through
But you've gotta know their lies
From the lies they've told you
If you try to do it up
It all will leave you
If you try to steal the beat
The beat will steal you

It's coming
It's coming in hard
It's coming
It's coming in hard
It's coming
It's coming in hard
It's coming
It's coming in hard
it's coming
It's coming in hard
It's coming
It's coming in hard
It's coming
It's coming in hard
It's coming
It's coming in-

It's a shoreline
And it's halfspeed
It's a cruel world
And it's time

It's coming
It's coming in hard



I feel good again.